Trees of green

shittiest day ever

2011-10-02T16:26:00.005+08:00

was gonna meet my friends for dinner tonight.

happily crusing along main north road like every other day, with the radio playing the top 40 hits rather than trashy remixes they air every friday night. All was well until the front cover of the car suddenly flung open.

scariest day ever.

My view of the road was completely blocked.

unless i stick my head out of the windows, all I could see was RED red red RED red.

If it was any other weekday at peak hour traffic, I could have met with an accident and died, because the cars at the back could've hit me (especially when the speed limit on the road's 80 km/h).

nearly scared the shit out of me. .

couldn;t shut the cover back cos I'm useless and I wasn't strong enough...

Frustrated to death cos I was stranded alone on the road while waiting, my weak bladder was bursting.

I was born a ku bao and the waterworks just came as I got bottled with a cocktail of unpleasant emotions

tweeted everything but happy thoughts.

lucky i was driving on the left lane and managed to reverse the car to a bus stop.

brother came and fixed the cover. yadda yadda came back home (drove the freaky car again) but managed to reach home safe and sound.

yes, I am still alive thank you buddhas. because it could have been much worse...

In memory of ah hua

2011-09-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

approximately a year or two ago, our old neighbour moved out of their house... they brought along their belongings and dog, but left their old cat behind.

There was a hole in the fence that neither of us fixed. My brother heard meowing sounds from next door. walked over to kaypo and saw this fluffy black and white tabby cat standing on the roof top.

She was hungry for days and gulped down every drop of milk that Ma fed her.

Since then, it became our daily routine to feed her every morning and evening.

She was never picky with her food. we started out feeding her with just milk (cos we are vegetarians but unaware that vegan pet food existed).. and we gradually included eggs and bread so she could have her carbs, protein and calcium. she would occasionally munch on grass.

During the evenings, she would wait by the hole at the fence and happily greet us whenever it was dinner time. She went around me in circles as i walked towards her feeding bowl. she is such an endearing and gentle cat. She had never scratched any of us before.

However, old age caught up with her.. she eventually became unwell and gradully lost her appitite.. she rejected food that she normally gulped down happily. we fed her canned vegan pet food which other cats (i have another 4 black cats now) makan super quickly like vacumm cleaners sucking up dust from a carpet.

we brought her for checkups, blood tests and x rays. the vet said she did not have much longer to live....

despite her sickness and lethargic physical state, she was still very well toilet trained.

She never pee-ed or pooped in her pen or other areas in the house.

No matter how urgent she was, she held her bladder until we let her out in the gardens in the mornings (cos it was too cold for her to live outside at night).

her condition worsened and one night, ma and FBS found her really unwell. she looked like she was in immense pain... We found her on the kitchen floor at midnight and put her back to her sleeping pen cos it was too cold..

the next morning, papa went to feed her as usual. she was not on the floor or the pen. she lay motionless in her kitty toilet.

Ah Hua (because of her black and white fur, Hua Mao), the nicest cat I've came across passed away on the 3rd september 2011..

although we knew she was 12 (quite old for cats) and she would leave anytime.. it was still hard to accept the truth that she;s gone..

Despite her immobility and physical pain, she chose to crawl all the way from her comfy sheets and die in the "toilet".

although I still have 4 other cats at home, i still do not feel close to them. and they can never replace Ah Hua...

rest in peace, where ever you are...

nice way to end a friday... NOT

2011-08-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

had a long day at work and haven't shopped in ages.
went to the shopping centre near the train station to stock up groceries and junk food so I won't starve to death at work.
everything was fine and normal. I called my bro to pick me up as usual, cos it was too dark for me to walk home on my own.

Brother was late.

rested my bags on an empty bench while i waited and this old man pushing a bicycle asked me to help him get some milk from the supermarkets, because he has his bicycle and the shopping centre does not allow people with bicycles to go in.

ok lah. I was super sian and tired and nua and can't wait to go home and kor kor was arriving soon so I did not want to help him....

so when he popped the question.. I just went... Erm erm erm erm.... showing that I was hesitant..

and then he asked: Do you speak english? how do you come into Aus if you dun speak english?

Bo bian. Emm arrh orrh does not come to any use..

so i told him: My bro's coming to pick me up.I can;t help you.

Old man got angry and grumpy and started scolding me : Go back to your country! go back to where you come from! bla bla bla yadda yadda...

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Lesson learnt. always wait inside the shopping centre next time.

2011-08-08T17:01:00.000+08:00

LEI DAO!!!!!!

wo zhen de shi zuo zhe fen gong zuo dao you yi dian sien liao.... bu shi yi dian, shi HEN HEN HEN SIEN AH!!!!!

ru guo bu shi wei le zi ji de fan wan, wo ke neng dou cheng bu liao jiang jiu de lor....

ke neng zhe shi shang tian gei wo de kao yan??? si bo??

2011-07-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

you know the air has completely cleared and you've thoroughly moved on when you are able to...
chat with the person over MSN without any awkward silences...
and not spend as much time as before looking at their facebook statuses and over ponder over the updates they post...

so glad that we are back to happy talking terms again, just like the good old days.

the feeling of knowing I've got a friend back (after the odd one and a half years of awkward, avoidance and silence from the other end) is so nice! :)

the future trips to JB won't be so awkward anymore !

silly games

2011-06-25T21:58:00.002+08:00

the tap zoo ap recently had new upgrades, making it lots more inconvenient as compared to previous versions...

haven't been playing it for 2 consecutive days already....

on a positive note, i think it is a blessing in disguise...

at least it will leave time for me to focus on other important things in life...

"Bu yao lang fei ni de sheng ming"..(Papa, everyday)

health

2011-06-25T21:52:00.003+08:00

health...
it's something so important, but we often neglect....

bank pains are back to haunt me again... been on and off.... it's ok when they're gone.. but horrid when they visit me again....

i look at the healthy people around me and can't help but ask myself.. why life is so unfair.... why can't i be healthy like everyone else?

they're not anaemic.. they never get dizzy spells... they don;t get lethargic easily.. they have good stamina... they do not have the urge to urinate super frequently... they never get yucky, unwanted pains....

i am happy and content in most aspects of life, but i am not healthy :(

the "S" ses!

2011-06-22T20:43:00.005+08:00

sales sales sales!

the shopping centres currently house massive slaughter houses.

yes - major Wallet slaughter houses.

sale! 50%!
25% off already reduced prices!

end of year financial sale!

HOW NOT BE TEMPTED?????

walked along rundle mall... signs after signs...
the sight of clothes, the emcee announcing discounted items, the smells of food, coffee wafting in the air, (Xiang Xiang!!!!!) tickling my nose as i walked pass....
the Sses - Sale, Sight, Smell, Sound - Long Zhong Ma Wu! All also got lor!

I could hear the voices of two little people in my mind arguing as i walked past each shop and saw something that I vaguely fancied at that point......

case in point:

the shopaholic mini me : "I need this!!!!"
realisitc mini me: "Diam lah! stop making impulse purchases!!!"
shopaholic mini me: "BUT I WANT LEH!!!! CANNOT MEH????"
realistic mini me: "you say somemore? I SMACK YOUR FACE!!!"
shopaholic mini me: "ULU off!!!!!"

buey tahan already. if this goes on they'll start a war and my brain will just shatter on the spot.
so I went back to the office asap to prevent a personal catastrophe from happenning..

*ok I made up the story about the "mini me's fighting".*
if these fights really happen in real life i think i will really end up in Buangkok green resort (siao lang geng) lor

#AdidasBadJokes aside,

I've been a photocopy robot recently.... grab a box, pull out a file, sift through what's in there, take out the relevant supporting documentation, photocopy the paperwork, put it back into the file, put the file back into the archive box. this was what I'd been doing over the past few days! the joys of work :D :D :D

must use positive re-inforcement. cos negativity and endless whinging don't always work.

thursday tomorrow!!!! and then FRIDAY the next.. and then the weekends!!!!!!

have a good week everyone!

don't forget to keep your wallets safe from the "slaughter houses"!!!! *note to self*

nua sai tales

2011-05-15T19:22:00.002+08:00

been a super duper complacent nua sai recently....

didn't manage to make it to the exams cos I did not study hard enough....

work was piling up the sky and I still have so much undone...

Tao Kay asked for a status update and when I could move on to the next project = must hurry up finish work pack stuff and move = stress -_-'''

my worst habit ever... nua nua nua procrastinate procrastinate procrastinate and leave things till the last minute.. panic like kee siao when deadlines are approaching...

so many lessons learnt but never seem to change (in fact i got worse)

i blame it on quarter life crisis lol!!!

wished Ong happy birthday yesterday and realised mine's just a month away from his! what a coincidence! and my cousin's one is 2 months earlier than mine.

sian lah. I will be a quarter of a century by next month. so emo as i think of it. Wo Lao Le!

they say once you hit the 21 mark, the rest of the years will just whizz past really quickly.

so those of you who are 21 and below:

ENJOY LIFE WHILE YOU CAN!!!!

Forever young! i wanna be forever young!

monday tomorrow again.

I.Must.Be.Productive!!!

love this song. been listening to it since 2009 and never got sick...

The lyrics:

let's dance in style, lets dance for a while
heaven can wait we're only watching the skies
hoping for the best but expecting the worst
are you gonna drop the bomb or not?

let us die young or let us live forever
don't have the power but we never say never
sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
the music's for the sad men

can you imagine when this race is won
turn our golden faces into the sun
praising our leaders we're getting in tune
the music's played by the madmen

forever young, i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever, forever, forever

some are like water, some are like the heat
some are a melody and some are the beat
sooner or later they all will be gone
why don't they stay young

it's so hard to get old without a cause
i don't want to perish like a fading horse
youth is like diamonds in the sun
and diamonds are forever

forever young, i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever, forever, forever

2011-04-21T08:03:00.002+08:00

few days ago i tweeted about something mad embarassing that happened on Tuesday night...

here's the full story...

I was masking away (suddenly been more hardworking with those lately.. cos the ~~girls~~ rascals came and we masked and i realised i still had lots of "stock" uncleared since 2009!!! plus I bought another batch (shared with my cousina nd FBS) from malaysia and I don't wanna use them until my old stock's cleared.

so, back to the part where I was masking away.. I thought there won't be any other strangers at home so I decided it was ok to walk around the house despite having a white piece of cloth plastered all over my face.

I was gonna return the HTC Legend back to Vodafone cos I decided to terminate my contract with them thanks to their CMI service and sloooooow internet speeds.

but! I left it in the study room when my work bag was in my bed room.

case in point: I must go to the study room to collect it.

So I walked over to the study room with the mask on my face (pa and ma are used to it anyway.)

Zipped through the living room (like normal) and suddenly I saw someone in green, sitting by the table using his laptop. *SMACKS HEAD*

Holy Moly SHIT!!!!!!!!

My brother's friend was there -_-'''

Since he had his eyes glued to the laptop, I assumed he wouldn't have seen anything.. so I went to collect my stuff from the study and qucikly Gostan back to the kitchen (lidat cannot see my face).

I laughed when I saw my mama (cos she thought I looked silly) plus I thought I escaped already when I reached the kitchen... so it was something worth celebrating

and then kua kua kua kua...

suddenly this voice came from the living room: "Wo kan dao liao" as I was fleeing back to my room.

SUPER MALU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

note to self: don't prance around the house while masking, unless you have three other people doing the same thing! LOL!!!

random: wore the new shoes today - the pair that the shopaholics helped me picked from harbourtown and colleague say very nice!!! :D :D :D :D
thanks lah!

happy April 2011!

2011-04-17T10:30:00.014+08:00

woop! I realised I have neglected this space again!!! can't help it especially when there's now twitter, where I can easily spam rubbish, complain and ramble in dribs and drabs..

April's been a super busy and happening month.. kicked start the month with a series of april fool jokes played on different people - of the four people i tried to prank, only 2 were tricked. *Fail* CMI* lol! this was what I sent out: "yo! I just won $100 in a lucky draw !!! when u come adelaide? ? I treat you nice food K?? " those who believed wrote back:

"HAHAHAA!!! WTH?!?! YOU WON LUCKY DRAW?! So luck y arh!!! Buy yourself a ticket to melb! Only $39!!! Sale starts at 4pm!!! HAHAH " "Congrats!!

and

How did you win $$? Wa……"

and those who didn't believe went...:

"Wahlao.. dont hao xiao la.. I thought I was a spam!! hahahahaha!!!! APRIL'S FOOLS DAY!!!!! "

my cousin in law came for 2 weeks (plus her daughter) and we went to melbournevisit. had fun touring the different places together and catching up with the bro :)

great to see that he's living well and etc. We didn't used to be close when we were in Singapore. conversations used to end up in "um, ar. orh" awkward silences and blah... but I am really really glad and grateful that we are closer now, and our conversations no longer end at the the um's, the arh's and the orh's. :)

3 little rascals arrived on the 4th april!!! They came fully loaded - Sun yanzi;s album, SEAWEED!!!, a huge box of vegetarian cup noodles and bottles of yummy to the max pineapple tarts! :)

also got introduced to the laugh-until-stomachache smack it game that allows me to put random pictures of people to smack their faces or backside (hahah!! GYD!!!!) YD was the first to kena scared the moment he stepped out of the toilet. then we both scared HF, and then the three of us scared FY when he came out.

Mission accomplished. all rascals were scared LOL!!!! some of the highlights of their stay over here.....

1) 3 april 11 YD's leggings on the first day!!! super funny la can! he was On enough to pose for the camera and have the picture

uploaded and tagged on Facebook!

2) 4 april 11 Rundle mall - My first time seeing guys so enthu when it comes to shopping !!! and this was only the beginning LOL!!!

3) Trip to semaphore at 9.30 PM on a weekday night! we made a short detour, thanks to a useless navigator *guilty face* yes that's me hahah!!! we were all in Pyjamas (YD's had cats and mine had owls). the wind was super cold and we still managed to brave through the cold and take lots of pictures. LOL!!! YD was super spontaneous to model his cute hot pink pants with kittens with the lamp post!!!

and then there was also the piano where the both of them pretended to play really sendimentally...

the random block where we placed our heads on it and pretended to scream Rao Ming Ah!!! cos our heads were just about to be chopped off.

the boys sitting in the middle of the road practising yoga

and of course, supper at hungry jacks to replenish all the energy that's been lost taking pictures in the cold LOL!!!

4) 7 - 8 april boys went to mount gambier and fell in love with the place straight away HAHAHAHAHHA!!!!

5) boys came back and we took pictures of ourselves in colourful pyjamas pants, hats and sunnies!

6) 9 april shopping day at TTP. they managed to scoop lots of t shirts and slippers.

lehlong lehlong!!! 3 for 10 dollar!

Jay jays became their favourite store.

we had lunch in the city and a short visit to Allan's music.

not bad sia. the scarf has the Piao Piao effect somemore! and went for shopping mission #2 at Harbourtown! FY was guji-ed till siaoed again HAHAHAH!!!!

Factorie upsurped jayjay's popularity as they bought a huge load of stuff there... had a quick coffee break at McCafe and headed off to Glenelg!!!

found this spot at glenelg where there were lots of boats and yatches. the boys decided to take touristy shots on the boat. other pictures in YD's cam

had dinner at Cafe Piatto - pizzas and pastas and headed off to the Drive in cinema at Gepps cross for the first time, where all of us watched Sucker punch in the car while it rained. suckerpunch was the stupidest movie ever! complete waste of time and money. don;t watch it!!! HF, YD and I went to elizabeth to drive the Camry!

it was someone's first driving attempt leh!

7) 10 april - YD's first time at the sunday markets!!! :)

the rest of us NS'ed till erm.. 11/ 12pm and joined him in leylong-ing light globes and veggies.. adjoured to harbourtown (again) cos saturday wasn't enough to cross off the shopping list! the fashionista boys helped me pick two pairs of shoes and gave me style tips! TYY ah! :D

we also bought ourselves adorable smiggle iphone stickers from the cute smiggle cashier :D~

went to glenelg the second time and took silly pictures again LOL!

YD's backside is so popular and irresistable LOL!!!! had hot chocolates at Bracegirdles and takeaway pizza from goodlife because I made reservations at the wrong store... drove from Glenelg to YR's place and sang Animals in the car.

we opened the windows and sang Baby baby baby oh!! to traumatise the ang mo in a motor bike next to us. she smiled at us the first time but Bo hiu-ed us thereafter hahah!!! another driving session again after steamboat at YR's. this time at hollywood plaza and Christopher street.

someone's braking skills improved!

reached home and changed my screen protector. heard the boys giggling like little girls and noticed something was amiss. they were panicking when I saw them in my room.

wah so nice offer to help me charge me phone battery sia. BLUFF PEOPLE ONE LAH~~~!!!

they took my phone and locked themselves in the room laughing non stop -_-'''

turns out they managed to get my ugly photos without me noticing. I found this in my phone thereafter.

SO ADDIDAS!!!!!!!!!!

the house erupted with laughter as usual

8) 11 April made a visit to the Haighs chocolate factory for a free chcolate tour... YD's backside became the topic of the day again hahaha!!!! bo bian. ni de pi gu tai mei le. guo ran shi tian shen li zhi HAHAHAHAHH!!!!

had pizzas and pasta at Cafe Piatto again shopped at Target and went to the Semaphore beach again!!!

had ice cream at this ice cream palour and the owner has super shaky hands when he takes pictures cos his photos turned out looking like this:

ok forgive you lah! since you buy Powerpac Deng Pao! :P YR brought us to Port Adelaide (because yours truly is a CMI navigator) .. YD wanted to jump into the river but didn;t... a haunted house owner tried to market his haunted house dinner and tour package to us at $49 per person (which we didn;t go cos it is a waste of money) left pt adelaide and drove on pt river expressway again - once again, we opened the windows and screamed the songs animals and Baby. driving session again!!!

9) 12 april met the rascals after work and had hot chocolate and crossoints at Chocolate bean! and we masked at home after eating at aunty's place and driving at Christopher street! super hard to not laugh when we looked at ourselves in the mirror.

plus when we had the masks on, we couldn;t just laugh like normal. YD was going hu hu hu and hehehe instead of the usual HAHAHAHAH!!! kns. and his laughter made me laugh out loud even more.

if you think girls are vain, wait a minute.

think. again and take a look at these!!!

got cucumber somemore. Full package sia!!!hahahah!!!

YD really knows how to pamper himself :P

10) 13th april: shopped at Jayjays (again hahah!!) had pretzels and cold rock ice cream!! (yes, ice cream again hahah!) and had our fortune told by aunty chen... the highlight of the tellings was 25 years old! LOL!!

the boys mowed the lawns and picked lemons..

and then we had a farewell dinner and celebrated JX's 18th birthday!!!

had no cake and had ice cream as a substitute :)

Juexin is beaming!!!

the boys were each given a box full of red rock deli chips.. initially the plan was to just write their names on it.. but somehow all of us started scribbling silly writings and drawings and it eventually became a wall of graffiti. LOL!!!

i said already! the.boys.love.mt gambier!!!

11) 14 April

airport day.. woke up feeling super sian, cos I knew that after this, the house would be back to it's diam diam state again :(

couldn't stop the water works the moment I saw this...

at the airport..

last moments before they entered the gates at the customs..

managed to avoid the waterworks at the airport... but the taps burst again when I came home and saw this :(

.i think i must have got super emo cos adelaide is usually quiet and boring.. close friends all in singapore.. and then suddenly familiar faces from hometown come to visit and bring so much fun and laughter..

and then just when you thought you got used to the uber happy chappy mode, they leave the country, and then everything falls back to square one?

i guess i won;t be so emo if it was the other way round. i.e.: I am in singapore, and overseas relatives come to visit... cos singapore has everything liao mah... ya lors...

Ni men zai...

ni men bu zai...

even though the presence of you three little rascals has been a very short one, I really enjoyed the past few days tremendously.. thanks for making this april such a fun, happening one with lots of jokes, laughter, fun, pizza, pasta, hungry jacks, ice cream, silly lame but funny jokes, new acronyms and pictures! all the best for the army, studies and FS!! LOL!!

don't be a nua sai like me ok!???

see you all next time! :D

2011-02-02T14:40:00.003+08:00

HOPELESS is the only word I can think of when it comes to describing Vodafone.

I had been expriencing close to 8 hours of 3G-less network services, when I signed up for a plan that includes mobile internet in the offer bundle. (this happened yesterday)

And now, I'm 3G-less again since 40 minutes ago.

Sitting next to my pathetic Vodafone phone with reception struggling between one and two bars, is an Optus mobile phone, showing FULL Reception at all times.

Surprisingly, Three mobile (which is usually rumoured to be hopeless in reception) had 3G services available yesterday!!!!

sigh...I have to put up with this crappy mobile phone service for the next 22 more months...

2011-01-26T19:24:00.004+08:00

Hello people! It's been a while since I updated this dying space. Lol! ever since I returned from Singapore. I was down with rashes the next day after I came back. Little red itchy dots mushroomed from no where and I got itchy itchy scratchy scratchy for the entire week!! My room literally smelt like an old woman's as I had been slapping myself with Tiger balm every night.

Having MSG laden food made the symptoms worse, as the rashes multiplied even more and so did the itching. Went to the doctors and she said that isn't chicken pox or measles, but just an allergic reaction… and suggested that I apply calamine lotion on the affected areas.

I have no idea what caused the allergy reaction… as I would have already got those in SG long ago if it was because of the food I ate. Might possibly be due to the foot massager at the airport?? I sat on one of those OSIM foot massagers b4 my flight and the next day those rashes appeared.. So.. the person who sat there before I did must have had some horrible virus that penetrated through my socks and gave me the rashes >.<>

Love the clear blue skies, clean beaches and calm, blue sea. Been sooo long since I visited the beach. Think the last time I went was in June, and it was so cold cos it was winter… I'm glad the beaches here are still nice and blue..

gotta treasure these beautiful sights from nature.. Cos who knows what might happen one day.. The recent news and situation in the neighbouring state Queensland has definitely shown some perspective.. Life is so unpredictable, and humans are so vulnerable. We really have to learn to appreciate what we have today, and treasure the things we've always taken for granted.

2010-12-10T14:08:00.000+08:00

-_-''' thing at work today…

DSM was looking for PR and went shouting “P” across the hallway.
And then he came pass the common area and went asking: has anyone seen P?
Us: no
DSM: LT, have you seen P? is he hiding under your desk?

2010-12-08T17:11:00.001+08:00

i am super sian

i am flying out next week and I haven't had a chance to shop for presents yet.

sian ji pua.

grrr. so mafan.

and mama also has a loooooong list of items that she wants me to get for her.

triple sian ji pua.......................................

2010-12-08T16:44:00.002+08:00

thunder last night was super scary

what's with the weather nowadays???

rain and then super hot and then rain again -_-

Qi Hou Fan Chang le......

weather's changed

seasons are now erm... abnormal..

ok.. i better try accomplishing my goals in life before the world comes to an end......

2010-11-30T07:38:00.001+08:00

I realise I tend to have the sense or illusion of having previously experienced something actually being encountered for the first time… especially with dreams that I do not remember…

And erm.. I heard that as long as I record my dreams, or tell someone else, they will not happen in real life??

Sometime ago I had this weird dream…..

I was in SG, attending erm.. someone's funeral….
Had a ride in QG’s car
And pa and ma were there as well… (I thought they would be in aus!!)
Then there was this table of really strange people.. they looked like they were VIP's cos their furniture looked really 'atas-ish'
And the scary thing happened.. this weird woman (witch like) went around zapping people.
The person passes out once she zaps them!!! And she zapped my mom

I woke up from shock and couldn't sleep for the rest of the night -_-'''

Yesterday I had a weird dream too…

I was on a plane.. and then there was a very terrible turbulence. Interestingly, all passengers were not in their seats!! They were actually standing and holding some bars? In front of the bars was the plane’s cargo department? So the bars actually prevent us from getting hit by the plane cargo…. So weird.. I thought we should be strapped to our seats when turbulances happen.

It was so scary and I felt as though I could possibly die any minute on the plane.. I recited my prayers in my heart, in hope that heaven will spare my life.. and erm.. I did not die, thankfully. But still, it was a nightmare :(

2010-11-07T08:07:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over.

I must say this is really the worst prepared exam I've ever sat for.

everything was left untouched only until the very last minute...

I took a week's leave hoping to catch up with my studies. but somehow the kings of distraction - Facebook and youtube glued me to the pc rather than my textbooks.

exam was on thursday, and reality sank in on tuesday.

the aftermath? - had to sacrifice my precious sleep instead. slept at 3am the night before the exams.

grrr.

I'll be happy if I can scrape through with a pass. *hopefully*

note to self: NO MORE procrastination and last minute revision next year!!!

2010-10-21T17:04:00.002+08:00

love this song. been hearing it on the radio recently.

can't seem to embed the video but it's The Script - For The First Time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtCpC8jE_Cs&ob=av2n

2010-10-21T08:33:00.003+08:00

exams are coming up next thursday.. and i haven't even done much revision yet.

*PANIC ATTACK!!!!!!!*

I'm happy that for the next few days i won't have to step into the office. it's not about the work, it's just the unusual vibe i get sometimes...

there's this ah pek who always seemed to pick on me. the other day in the kitchen he was talking about how he had to put his dog down, and the dog was about 100 years old (after converting the dog age to human age). and he asked if I wanted to live this long? I said yes. I mean, who doesn't wanna live long, right? why die early when there's so much more to look forward to in life?

and his reply was: "you wanna live this long to annoy more people??"

ok, i took this as a pinch of salt, cos that could just be a casual, humourous passing remark.

and then, another day I was at the photocopier, and he swang by, so i asked him how he was. he said he's good, and I said I was stressed (cos I was stressed at that time) and he said "you're stressed? I thought you're always stressing people out!!!"

and then he was yabbing away loudly at me yesterday when I walked towards the small meeting room to use the phone: "do you want privacy? bla bla bla??"

I dun know if it's just me being sensitive/ not good with aus jokes or humour, or he's buey song cos i've pissed him off in some way, the way i walk, talk, or how dreadful i look, but i am definitely starting to feel uncomfortable with the comments I'm getting.

glad that I'm finally out of that client site n i dun have to put up with those remarks anymore.

2010-10-15T10:16:00.002+08:00

change is inevitable....
environment, people, things, places, situations and blah.

whilst it's impossible to revert changes... perhaps I should start learning to get used to them, and accept the truth that yes, changes do happen, and will always exist.

I must learn to Adapt, Adapt, and ADAPT!!!!!!!!

2010-10-12T17:33:00.005+08:00

最近见面的时间少了很多。。。一时之间变得很不习惯。。。

2010-10-12T17:33:00.004+08:00

found this video on my fren's fb wall which i think sounds quite nice...

☆專屬天使★╮演唱：Ｔａｎｋ　詞：施人誠　曲：Ｔａｎｋ　編曲：Ｔａｎｋ
　
　我不會怪你　對我的偽裝
　天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
　人們愚蠢魯莽　而妳纖細善良
　怎能讓妳為了我被碰傷
　小小的手掌　厚厚的溫暖
　妳總能平復我不安的夜晚
　不敢想的夢想　透過妳的眼光
　我才看見它原來在前方

＊沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁
　妳是我的專屬天使　為我能獨佔
　
＃沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
　擁有一個專屬天使　我哪裡還需要別的願望

　小小的手掌　大大的力量
　我一定也會像妳一樣飛翔
　妳想去的地方　就是我的方向
　有我保護笑容儘管燦爛

＊Repeat

　要不是妳出現　我一定還在沉睡
　絕望的以為　生命只有黑夜

＃Repeat

2010-10-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

after months and months of waiting, and listening to my mom's nagging whenever i sit in the common area surfing the internet, i finally bought myself a cheap little netbook!!! :)

I was looking through the catalogues that came through the mailbox and this harvey norman deal caught my eye..

Asus Eee PC for $198!!!!

ten years ago it could be twenty times its price and run alot slower but that netbook was under 200!!!!

that got me into Siao ting tong mode.

without much consideration, i left the house for the nearest harvey norman lol!

and then saw how small the screen was. 8.9inches = super tiny.

next to the $198 netbook was an acer emachine retailing at 299 (after cashback), and also comes with 2 years extended warranty plus a free antivirus prog!!!!.

can't make a decision.. so I asked the ANSA for help.. fyi, ansa = ah neh sales assistant. ANSA said the asus one will run slower cos it's single ram, while the acer one's got dual ram so it's better?? lus the acer one has a bigger screen and when i added the freebies up, it turns out to have better value than the asus.

299 left the bank account, in exchange for a little netbook.

not the best computer in the market, but then, ke yi yong jiu yi jing hen hao le :)

great! now I can bringthis along with me during my december SG trip and surf net everywhere liao!!! :)

2010-09-24T20:05:00.003+08:00

MAD HAPPY!!!

I saw Masterchef's Callum tonight at the Central Markets and he is a super nice person! just as frenly and down to earth like how he was in the show. He gave so much time to and acknowledged every single person.

bloody hell! I forgot my camera!!!! only managed to take a picture using the lousy phone's camera but the card reader refused to read my mini sd card GRRRR.

but nvm. got picture and autograph can liao hahahahaahha!!!

2010-09-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

Happy moon cake festival!!!!

it's been years since i had singapore mooncakes!
back in the days, my aunty always made them every year. Bing Pi, Hong Pi, Lian rong, Dou sha and bla bla bla

I always loved the Hong Pi mooncakes she made, especially those that came with egg yolks. She used to bake the yolks first and wrap them in the fillings before baking the mooncakes. this takes away the raw, eggy smells that egg yolks normally have.

although the skins were always thicker than the fillings, I always munched them away anyway..

back in the poly days I used to work in bengawan solo... ate lots of mooncakes as I cut samples for customers to try.. used to eat those until I scared already.. but not that there;s nothing special here, I'm missing those again!!!

so for those of you who have LOTS of nice mooncakes at home, don;t complain!!! give them to ME!!!!!! wahahahah!!!!!

ok bye bye~

2010-09-10T21:04:00.004+08:00

getting teased abit is ok.. but it gets unplesant when it goes non-stop.

i've finally realised how irritating i can be when I continously tease others without even stopping when "time's up! it's not funny anymore."

humourous vs obnoxious. two simple words that stand at the ends of the spectrum. one has the power to make a person laugh, while the other has a huge potential to piss a person off.

maybe it's time to exercise restraint, and learn how to tell the difference between what's acceptable and what's not.

2010-09-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

rain or shine
positive or negative
happy or angry

life still goes on....
stress still comes on...

but, things will be easier if I can face all obstacles happilly and positively.

GO GO GO!!!!

2010-08-08T18:41:00.000+08:00

放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有還有這個好友
已經已經足夠

放手我的牽掛找不到盡頭
放手期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許愛很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可擁有

--------林峰 - 愛不疚

2010-08-06T22:07:00.001+08:00

bloody pimples are popping all across my face. kanasai.
why, of all places must they grow under my nostrills??? one on the right, and the other in the middle. lucky there isn;t one at the left. grrrr.

2010-08-01T14:03:00.004+08:00

dissapointed to say the least, especially when this is coming from someone who matters alot...

but this is life.

little lessons that i must come across, learn something at the end, and eventually move on.

monday again tomorrow.. which means the mad rush is back again, with a million things to complete within a super short period of time.... gotta manage my time properly tomorrow!!!

2010-07-25T10:53:00.004+08:00

watched 2 movies this weekend cos I had discount tickets lol!!!

went with the brothers + my cousin to watch inception.
this movie is good, but it really requires 3 hours of focus to understand what's going on!!! Didn;t fell asleep through the movie, but i felt really dizzy when the movie finished.

just came back from toy story 3 today... it was sooo funny!!!! they had some funny new toys too!!! and Mr Potato head is damn funny lah. my favourite movie frm pixar by far. it;s defintely worth the 11 years of waiting, cos i really enjoyed all three of them...

bloody hell. monday's coming and I still haven't done my tax return. procrastination again -_-'''

[HQ] [KTV] 周杰倫 - 給我一首歌的時間 2008

2010-07-24T17:52:00.001+08:00

random.

2010-07-20T19:50:00.004+08:00

masterchef recap...

The beginning of the show's Jimmy brushing his teeth in the toilet, and recaps of his "please slap me!!" face after having won the cake challenge plus the advantage of choosing the ingredients for the mystery box. I dunno if it's just me, but I just hate that evil grin on his face. BAH. Yes, I like to eat indian food but I just hate watchin him in the finals. BRING MY FAVOURITES BACK!!!!!!

the contestents alight the hyundai van and reach the masterchef kitchen, shaking in their boots while waiting for what the judges have to say. Matt announced that Jimmy's chosen the ingredients for the mystery box and there you go, the evil disgusting grin comes again. The other contestants have horrified and disgusted looks on their faces as they see what's sitting under the mystery box. - lentils, spices, chillies, garlic, lemons.. mostly ingredients for Curry. I think they must be so tempted to throw a frying pan at Jimmy lol!

cook cook cook, panic panic panic, 90 minutes whizzed past and it was time for judging!!!

1st up, Jimmy. so predictable. curries again! and he looks so smug with the evil grin again.

next, callum - good to see that he's put up something awesome today. the judges loved his curry and matt said he preferred his to Jimmy (HAHA!!!) and his lemon tart looked awesome. that should shut the mouths of those who kee criticising him on the masterchef facebook page. I doubt many 20 year olds can cook as well as him!

then it's Adam, ggreat presentation, very creative, and looked like fine dining restaurant food!

Courtney: best curry of the lot, undercooked deepfried stuff and boring looking crepes.

lucky last, claire and the tears. but overall, her dessert and mouse came out well.

callum was first to get called out! Wahaha! It's funny how he said" "I dun wanna feel too over the top, but inside me, there's this little man crying yes!!!" or something around those lines. super funny.

CM (Curry man) was safe. yawn. but hahah! he got told off by matt!! hahahha!!!

claire and courtney were in the bottom two.. but claire's dessert saved her from going home. so bye courtney!!!

I hope CM goes home tomorrow night!!!!!

And hopefully the South Aussies (Adam and Callum) will win

2010-07-15T19:15:00.002+08:00

the masterchef finals are going to be sooooo boring, cos most of my favourites are gone. :(

peter lost to the macaroon tower....
marion lost to the satay sauce,
and aaron lost to fish and chips. ...

and the worst thing is, the most undeserving, only know how to cook Fill in the blank contestant managed to proceed to the finals.

nvm. it's just a TV show.
may the best chef win!

watch it online on http://www.masterchef.com.au/video.htm

2010-06-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

I was hoping that Skye, Peter and Matthew were the three masterchef contestants to come back....

but sadly, matthew lost to pancakes and skye lost cos her eggs benedict sauce split.

:(

but peter's back yay!!!

my favourites for this season are Adam, Marion, Callum, and Peter!! wahahah!!!! and arron for the drama and his san tiao mian xian humour. lol!

10 contestants = more episodes =more entertainment = less time to have rubbish thoughts hahaha!!!

2010-06-25T23:15:00.003+08:00

i hate cleaning after people's shit.

why must I always be the one emptying the rubbish bins everynight, when I'm the person who spends the least amount of time at home.

2010-06-14T00:43:00.003+08:00

Thanks to the trains that were under maintenance, we had to either (1) catch the train to another station and change to a super slooow bus/ take a bus for an hour. the buses always get so croweded and crammed.. and sometimes there might be smelly people ont he bus... super jialat.. so I have been driving more often recently.. to avoid the awful stench on buses and to play mp3s int he car...

was fetching my cousin home on thursday and the car broke down halfway on the busy N.E. road during peak hour. it ran out of battery. the radio wa going softer and softer, and the lights going dimmer by every minute. scary as.

lucky I constantly kept to the left or I would be stuck in the middle of the road and get either cursed, sweared at, honked at, or worst still, someone might smash onto the car.

managed to push the car towars the kerb after frantic calls for instructions from my dad, and the little cousin who helped push the car. I think I would panic to death if I was alone lor.

1) I was holding my bladder, super desperate to answer my nature calls..
2) I had to rush to another place and reach there by 6.30.. I would be late anyway.)
3) My father can't come to my rescue cos he is super far away from where the car broke down.
4) brother's at home, and it would take him at least 20 minutes to "rescue" me in that horrible traffic...

in the end, the brother arrived, he tweaked it abit and the car was able to go past a few traffic lights before it finally broke down again and gave up on us. had to push the car again... up a hump as well..

never liked that experience of being stranded ont he road when the skies are dark...
but lucky I am still alive. or I wouldn;t be able to sit here and type this entry now...

2010-05-23T11:28:00.007+08:00

I was at my fren's place on fri night to watch tv and talk.. somehow we touched upon the topic of facebook...

facebook is an ultimate time wasting machine.
comes with addictive games that force you to harvest crops, mend your restaurant, let workers rest and what not.

of which, I shall quote a friend's facebook status (dun necessary agree with everything he says all the time but this is quite accurate actually) to show the increasing trend:
this is what he said:

Facebook formula of "solving" life problems:
1) Bitch about something
2) Wait for reassurances from friends, 80% of which wun actually give a real damn even if they commented
3) Feel "better" and thank friends
4) If problem persists, proceed to
5) type "FML"

Super accurate observation.

it's ok if they post these "I'm very sian" posts once in a while. but if these posts come up like, 6 - 7 times a day, it starts to get abit annoying.

and then there's another category that goes from single to a relationship within a day, and then back to single again in the same day. and when people say "you bluff one!", they would reply "where got?".

the clues, although ambiguous to some, are actually bloody obvious lah. if it was a case study question, I would have gotten full marks!!!!!

If you dun wanna let it known to everyone, then dun post la. -_-'''

2010-05-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

we were having this random family conversation near the kitchen as usual..
then somehow I was making some irritating "crying sounds" for some unknown reason that I cannot recall.

then mama was going: "wo hai mei you si la. but yao ban zhe zong shen ying" (I haven't die. dun make this kind of sound).

then I said: "wan yi wo si de bi ni zao leh? wo de shen i de wen ti bi ni duo leh!" (who knows? I might die earlier than you. dun forget I have more health problems than you do)

Then... the brother spoke up: "ni bu ke yi si ah" (you cannot die!!!)

wah. was on the verge of thanking my brother for being so nice and thoughtful but I held back my words. cos he said something immediately after.

"ni si de hua... Shui lai huan home loan????" (If you die, who's gonna pay the home loan???)

-_-'''

2010-05-11T20:17:00.002+08:00

I must be positive!
I must not let difficult situations and issues bring me down.
I must remain optimistic!!!
I must learn to be happy in all aspects of life!

ok bye bye.

2010-05-05T18:05:00.000+08:00

Back in the office again. been in zzzz mode today. so hard to wake up in the morning especially when the weather's super nice and cool. If only I could sleep in till 10am, that would be so awesome.. (That was what I had been doing every single day during my study break!!!)

Speaking about Sleep….. I had a super strange and horrible nightmare yesterday. I parked the car in a multistorey carpark and went shopping. Somehow I locked some bags in the boot that day, and they happened to contain valuable stuff? As I went back to the parking lot, I saw another oldish looking car parked right in front of mine. My red car was painted in dull, oldish looking off white as well. There was an empty drink cup on top of the car. Immediately I though: WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON???? WHY IS MY CAR LIDAT??? I opened the doors and the boot only to find everything being ripped off. The chairs were gone, the spare tyre went missing and so did the radio, gps and mp3 player.

I was panicking in my dream and went to a corner cos I did not wanna get hit by a car, called my brother to pick me up from there. Cos I couldn’t drive it anymore. No seats, nothing!!! Then I went through a bag that was left behind (my bag lah). The compartment was stuffed with lots of train timetables and 20 dollar notes in between. So that got me abit relieved actually, cos they didn’t actually take my money away. When my brother came, my car was gone.

What happen lah??? SO I thought. The thieves must be trying to play with the car for burn outs on the roads since the wheels were still in good condition…

Scary lah. Lost my car in the dream. The car park was the same one where I parked during the day!!.. I Hate nightmares and losing things

2010-05-04T19:21:00.004+08:00

this is the worst study break I've ever had. Lack of motivation, full of distractions, and full concentration only came in during the last two days. somehow I always manage to find interesting shows on youtube during my study period. tell me about it. I was watching 红星大奖, and then I saw 阿牛's performance, and went to look for his MTVs and movie trailers, and then went on Ebay to buy his old CD's and then watched his videos again.

speaking of which, I bought his second album liao. but I am still looking for his 1st album.. the one with 城市蓝天，踩著三輪車賣菜的老阿伯, 哭... >?????And I want to watch his Ice kachang movie so badly!!! :(　　

Shit lah. WHY DID ALL THIS HAPPEN DURING ＭＹSTUDY LEAVE????

Thankfully, my EXAM IS OVER!!!! YAY!!!! (until my next cpa folder arrives... if i manage to pass this)

left the house at nearly 8am this morning and got stuck in a traffic jam for almost an hour. Been moving at an average speed of 10km/h from Salisbury highway (near the mobil station) to regency park. this has been the slooooooowest journey ever. the jam was caused by a car accident that took place somewhere, where 3 cars smashed together at some road which I forgot.

I should have woke up earlier after hearing the thunder and rain this morning. but anyway, I've still gotta thank the buddha's up there. cos during that traffic jam I was about to go into a panic attack.. I had been praying for the traffic to speed up so that I won't turn up late.

and tada!!!! miracles do happen!!! I ARRIVED JUST IN TIME!!! I was outside the examination hall at 9.10am, just in time for a quick run to the loos before reading time starts(9.15am).

the whole exam process was a race against time. flipping through massive blobs of information hoping to sift out the correct asnwer, scribbing the case study answers with the ugliest handwriting ever. I didn;t budget my time properly and ended up leaving a case study question blank. some mcq questions were a bit tricky but thankfully majority of them were quite straightforward. *phew.*

I was one of those who sat close to the doors and made a mad dash to the toilets again after the papers. a long queue awaits the moment I exit the cubicle. lol! everyone needs to empty their bladders.

so.. finished with my toilet business, went out and there was a fridge that says "Free drinks during exams only". Just when I was about to leave with that awesome FREE bottle of mineral water, someone stopped me.

He said this really loudly:

"If you look at the sign, this is only for drinking during the exams. you're not supposed to bring it home"

-_-

I think someone from my workplace who took the same paper witnessed my kiasu antics.. DAMN PAISAY LA CAN!!!!

lesson learnt: always read the fine print

2010-04-27T12:38:00.002+08:00

ok. since complaining will not work, I shall use the positive way to motivate myself.

step one: place the indexfinger on the side of the head
step two: keep chanting the following

I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!
I love my study materials and I will pass!

step three: stop chanting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Step 4: log off facebook and blogger.
Step 5: BYE!!!

2010-04-18T20:17:00.002+08:00

Will things never be the same again?

I feel just like an item that's fully depreciated
and subsequently written off your books...

it's sad.
I know
but that's the ugly truth that I've gotta learn to accept....

Lim ah. do I really have to wait for seven years??????

2010-04-17T20:24:00.006+08:00

为什么我身边最亲的人。。。往往对我的误解最深？

10% 的毛病，总是要放大到100%。
永远只会记得我做错的事

算了。

反正我在你眼里永远都会是个任性，没有用，令你失望，长不大，懒惰，肮脏，乱，没有生活规律，不懂事，没礼貌，只顾自己，自私，自以为事的人。

我好失败阿。。。活了一大把年纪，我妈妈眼中的我只能用 “怀恨在心，恩将仇报” - 这八个字来形容。

2010-04-04T07:18:00.016+08:00

accidentally cut my finger last Wednesday night.

don't worry. I'm not that silly to intentionally try to end my life or hurt myself. It was an accident due to my negligence...

first time seeing so much blood oozing from a wound.

bled. panicked. screamed.

my finger's now nicely wrapped up in bandage.

but it's slowly starting to heal... ...

can't go anywhere, and dun feel like going anywhere... ... ...

几次没有答复的简讯
从"相见如彬" 到 "相见如冰" 的网上聊天纪录。
是我想太多了吗？距离为什么仿佛变得越来越远。。。

渐渐淡化的友情让我感到很遗憾。。。
可是我没有后悔对坦白说出一切心里话。

因为如果那天没有说，不知道要等到几时才有机会。。

然而，学会放下，不要再去想，或去执著的时间到了。

不管怎样，都希望你能一切顺利，成功，幸福，快乐。

也希望在我100% 放下执著之后的那一天，一切可以恢复到快乐无忧的从前

我很不想友情，就为了一段小插曲而完全变质。。。

2010-03-08T13:31:00.003+08:00

I want a computer of my own!!!!

*Frowns*

*grumble grumble gumble*

I've Always been using someone else's computer.

In SG, I;ve been using my bro's... or NYP's

In aus? those in uni and the one in the common area at home.

I can come up with a hundred reasons and bore you to death about why I HATE using the common area PC

1) no privacy

Everyone gets to see EVERYTHING I surf. Not that I watch ahem P*** or something. But I hate it when I getting nagged at when my parents see Restaurant city/ cafe world/ blah.. or come around and kaypo at pictures when I'm viewing facebook.

2) They complain about the music I play. I'm already playing the mildest of all songs. I don't blast "pom pom pom" music at all. Grrrr

3) parent's friend's kids who come keep using the PC and they catch viruses as they surf page after page. and who's gonna suffer from the slow PC in the end? Me.

4) You come home from a long day. wanna relax by surfing the net, and because you're at the common area, your mom starts nagging at you again. The art of convenience

That's enough!!!! I Want a nifty little netbook that's small, cheap and runs on windows XP!

2010-02-24T20:46:00.001+08:00

I should have seen it coming...
I should have read the signs...

anyway... I guess it's over....

2010-02-18T19:15:00.004+08:00

I can still recall how happy I was every single day when I was back home in SG.
I was literally happy 24/7.
my brother once told me to control my emotions, and don't get too high, cos once I'm back in ADelaide when all the buzz is gone, I'll be super kong xu

spot on. he was correct.

I hate myself for being so moody, grumpy, unhappy and anti social now.

I've nothing against anyone...
I just need some time to get myself sorted out..........
and return back to the happy chappy that I used to be

2010-02-07T15:19:00.002+08:00

haven't LOL in a while
but thanks to the movie Tooth Fairy, I had a super good laugh.

Watch it before it gets taken down!!!!

2010-01-31T19:16:00.005+08:00

Guy sebastian is gonna hold his concert in Adelaide on the 13 Febuary. Just when I thought I could watch the FIRST ever concert in my entire life, the concert day happens to fall on the same day as Chinese New Year Eve.

And from what I know, my parents will definitely, 100% ban me from going on that day.

:(

bo bian.
no choice.
I can only just pray that Guy will hold a concert in adelaide again someday...

是我自己想太多，还是你真的在避开我？
我们俩的友情，难道真的变质了吗？

2010-01-29T22:29:00.004+08:00

been super disciplined recently.
haven't been playing facebook games since tuesday. That's a good start I guess. especially when my CPA materials are about to arrive fairly soon!!!

cleared the room - Yes
now it's time to clear some thoughts in my head! !

2010-01-20T20:52:00.005+08:00

渴望每个明天绝不放弃 ,

努力燃烧用不完的活力

I ~~must~~ will eventually move on. completely...

2010-01-12T01:06:00.012+08:00

Adelaide's been in a horrible, sweltering 40 degrees since last saturday.

The weekends have been nice and cool indoors, thanks to the lovely relatives (aunties, uncles, cousins, niece and nephew) who came. papa switched on the Aircon most of the day yay!

But my room became a burning furnance eversince they left!!!!
cos no visitors = no aircon

kua kua kua kua!

It's been so hot and stuffy and I just couldn't get myself to sleep. The time is now 3.40 AM as I am typing this.

I just hope I won't doze off at work later cos I've already done it before..
Not really into coffee, but I guess I've got to make friends with it for a day....

gotta read a super sian ji pua article or book to bore myself to sleep at 9AM tonight!!!

2010-01-10T12:57:00.016+08:00

it sucks to be born in the year of the tiger cos I can't be at the bride's place on her wedding day.

BECAUSE according to this

Those born in the Tiger’s Year should refrain from going into the room for the newly married on the wedding day, or going see a new born child or its mother. That is a taboo, too, because people born in the year are compared to ferocious and threatening tigers.

為什麼???? WHY SO LIDAT???

(ok.. I'm just feeling bitter... -_-''')

As a result, I had to stay at home alone the entire day, missing out on ALL the events the fun parts that took place this morning.

Nevermind, for the sake of their future and happiness, it's all worth the sacrifice. at least I didn't have to wake up at 4am this morning and I can still attend the wedding reception tonight...

"Voices tell me I should carry on
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep"

2010-01-09T14:54:00.004+08:00

"Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back" (I still)

Damn it! I hate being such an emo-nemo.

shit.

Why am I standing still when you've already dropped so many hints, time after time, in both obvious and subtle ways that things are impossible, we are impossible.

Why am I still daydreaming in lala land, oblivious and ignorant to my surroundings when I should be letting go of the past and moving on?

I hate holding on and dwelling my thoughts into things that will never work out.
I really wanna move on.
I do not wish to sink any further..... ...

执着,只会为自己带来更多痛苦...
不要再停留了.
是时候继续出发, 好好的过自己的人生.

2010-01-01T15:57:00.005+08:00

當我進入機場關卡閘門的那時刻, 和朋友們離別, 真的很依依不捨..
這次會來, 不知道什麼時候才能再見面.

回到南澳之後, 心里真的有感覺到一陣空虛. 因為吃喝完樂, 沒有任何煩惱的美好日子已很快我眼前消失.

我又得面對現實了

不過沒關係.. 至少我想賣的都賣了, 想吃的東西都吃了., 想去的地方去過了, 想見的人都找過了, 想說的話也說了. ....

這次的行李還嚴重超重哈哈哈哈哈!

謝謝你們每一個人為我這次的旅程增添了那麼多的色彩與難忘的回億. 我不會忘掉這一切的!

然而, 拿得起就要放的下. 假期不是永久的... 天下沒有不散的宴席

後會有期吧!

祝大家新年新希望, 能天天開心, 平安, 健康.

保重!

2009-12-29T01:40:00.003+08:00

2 more days left and it's gonna be the 31 December...
I'll be out of singapore on New Year's eve....

sian ji pua.....

2009-12-14T23:52:00.005+08:00

was browsing through some really stone age photos on jt's computer and I just couldn't stop cringing!!!!

I can vaguely recall that these photos were taken sometime back in 2003/4??

i.e.: Aili was having her eyes checked at Hougang Mall for a new pair of glasses and we jia ba bo sai pang and decided to camwhore with those glasses. lol!!!

ok. enough of that dribble.

LO AND BEHOLD!!!!

patience is a virtue.

continue scrolling down and you'll see.

....

I SAID PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE!!! WAIT LA CAN???

ok la. let you all see now lor...

playing with fireworks at the bus stop near my old place in Ang Mo Kio

JT's expression = Priceless
you're welcome (cos she's right next to me and she said thanks. WAHAHAH!!!)

aili's expression = also Priceless
ps: Please type your immediate response in the tag board!! :P

you buey songs ah hahs??
want to fights issit???Hello stranger!

fill in the blank ______

I thinks I looks quite smarts in this photos leh! (Tee hee hee!)

rule of thumb. never stop taking photos, regardless of their cringe worthiness.
Miss Lim and Ong, please dun kill me!!!!

2009-12-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

change of plans!!!

I ask my aunty not to pick me up liao
so I can have dinner with you all!!!!!

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT!!!

It must be at the airport, cos I have alot of access bagguage. lol!

SEE YOU THEN!!! :P

2009-12-07T17:01:00.002+08:00

Counting down....

3 more days!!!!!!
I'm coming back on 10 Dec 2009.
will reach Changi Airport, Terminal 3 at approximately 5.45pm.
after all that passport chopping, lugguage collecting and yadda yadda, I should be out of the gates by 6 ish.

Unfortunately, I can't have dinner with you all cos my relatives are picking my brother and I from the airport.. might have to wait till Friday for that le....

Couple of essentials that I need to get:

1) My ATM Card. lost my pin, lost my card. how nice.
2) a mobile phone pre paid card. Any recommendations? Singtel, Starhub or M1???

the rest can wait. cos if i got no money, how to buy prepaid card?
if got no prepaid card, how to contact you all? hahahha!!!

Ok! Super looking forward to seeing each and everyone of you!!!!

10 december faster come~!!!

2009-11-28T14:18:00.004+08:00

It's been a super long journey that dated from 2006.
From practising questions on the RAA website
to failing the initial theory test twice in a row
passing the theory test

countless lessons with mr lee since 2008 till today,
I finally completed all tasks in my Learner's logbook!!!

Yes Yes YES!!!! MAD HAPPY!!!

I'll be a provissional driving licence holder starting from next monday!!!

but of course, I am still super lousy in driving and parking, so it will still take time and practice before I can cruise along the roads of adelaide alone.

nvm. practice makes perfect!! yay! Crossed off one of the list I made the other day!!!
can't wait to cross off the other two!!

2009-11-25T21:17:00.002+08:00

I am still waiting

for the manyzer to pass my probation.

~~to get my provisional driver's licence so that I can drive wthout mafaning people~~ and

FOR 10 DECEMBER TO FASTER COME!!!!

2009-11-09T18:48:00.002+08:00

thanks to global warming,

this year's winter feels like spring
and spring feels like summer...
I wonder how summer will be like..

.. ... .....

2009-10-19T21:08:00.001+08:00

Facebook

is seriously the biggest time wasting machine on earth.
it's got such great luring powers to make me face the computer the first minute I reach home/ wake up on a weekend/ jia ba bo sai pang.

first it was the fluff pet application.... mad feeding, racing suaku.. whose speed has deteriorated significantly ever since I lost interest in the game and moved on...

then it was friends for sale. the application that i logged in every single day, making people dance, wash toilets, scrub floors, you name it, for the sake of making fake money to increase the value of my friends. There are cobwebs all over the application now as I moved on to...

Farm town. the virtual farming time wasting machine where one gets to buy seeds, plough fields, sow seeds, harvest crops, plant flowers and rear pigs and cows that never ask for food.

again. this is one that involves making fake money to buy fake seeds, fake trees, and fake animals. Used up a huge fraction of my time as usual. and once I reached a certain level, I got bored of the game and moved on to

Restaurant city!!!!! which is still running on my facebook at the moment. This game involves fake money, as usual.

This game is super addictive lor. I've spent so much money on arcade machines, ingredients, seedlings and blah but my shop still looks like crap and my workers have low energy levels now!!!! nvm. someday I'll get bored of this again and stop

2009-10-15T20:48:00.003+08:00

I just booked my brother's air tickets.
he is flying back on the same flight as me.

and I just noticed something while making the bookings.

His passport number contains the magic digits, stuck together somemore!!!
oh yes. the two digits were 38.

no wonder. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

2009-10-12T19:19:00.003+08:00

DECEMBER FASTER COME!

2009-10-07T19:21:00.011+08:00

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are you tricked???

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ok la. you must be annoyed liao hor. better stop now. hahah!

here's a screen dump of my travel itinerary.

proof that my booking's not a spoof! (See! I even got a rhyme for it!!!! Please tell me you are impressed!!!!!) hahahah!!!

being the oh-so-very very very patriotic Singaporean, I vehemently refuse to fly Qantas, British Airways, even if that could save me erm.. $20 bucks HAHAHAH!

of course lah! I'm a *Clears throat* *ahem Ahem* Singapore Girl ok, of course I must fly SIA Right?? Cos "singapore girl, your great way to fly!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAH!!!!!

*Cue Siao Ting Tong laughter***

pardon me, I am super sampat now.

ok. i haven't actually passed my probation yet but don;t care liao lah. my manyzer going on holidays in dec also. so i stay in aus also no use. hahha!

this time no matter what also must go back to singapore.

I'll be leaving Adelaide on the 10 Dec and will reach Singapore at.. 5.40 pm(singapore Time)

so don;t avoid me at all costs. Or I will hunt you down one by one and stuff slippers into your mouths!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! (kidding about the stuff slipper thing la.)
Will stuff my smelly socks instead!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAH!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAH!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAH!!!!!

ok. not funny. bu hao xiao (exclaimation mark)

List of places I wanna go:
All touristy attractions - Zoo, bird park, science centre, singpore flyer, vivo city, escape theme park, bishan park , ang mo kio, sengkang, hougang, long kang (DUH??) JB, ~~Batam~~, bengawan solo, hawker centre, food courts, buffets, hawker centres, food court, buffets bla bla bla

once again, I am super looking forward to see ALL OF YOU!!!!!
So many things to catch up, so much food to eat, so many places to sight see and blah!

ok I am super excited.

Need to pang sai liao. cos yesterday never pang sai. (ok i know this is totally random but still. never pang sai will get the risk of colon cancer!!!!)

So. bye bye for now and see you all when I come back!!!!

2009-08-30T15:45:00.002+08:00

my brother is so bo liao

Why on earth would someone whip out their camera, point it towards the birds outside the window and click the flash light multiple times just to scare them off?

I have only 2 digits to describe him - 38

2009-08-27T19:59:00.003+08:00

I've recovered from the amazingly disastrous package deal, but still got a bit of sore throat left. gotta steer clear away from the nasty chocolates, chips and deep fried goodies! thanks for all the kind wishes for my speedy recovery! :)

Been rudely interrupted from my precious sleep at 6.25 AM yesterday morning. this person called my number and asked if she had woken me up. which I said yes. and then she proceeded to tell me Someone has passed away!!!

somehow the "someone"'s name sounded like a person I know, So I asked, which "someone" is that? Turns out, the "someone" she was referring to wasn't anyone I knew. which means she got the wrong number!

couldn't get back to sleep since then until the alarm clock rang at 7am.

kanasai! Why does it always happen this way? got time and chance to sleep? - cannot sleep
alarm clock ringing and obviously cannot sleep already? - start to feel super sleepy.

ok. maybe I should pretend to set my alarm clock at 10PM, let it pretend to ring, and then it will make me feel sleepy and I can sleep early!

2009-08-14T12:13:00.002+08:00

i am super mad angry at myself.
Never been this horribly sick ever since 2006.
It started with a sore throat and a bit of runny nose last saturday.
I was still ok on sunday

and then I woke up and started coughing on monday.
went to work as usual cos it wasn't major, but had to move places that morning, so i made three trips to and fro both offices. made another trip from the head office to another office again after the three trips in the morning.

just when I thought I could finally relax when I get home, the gas mains for the hot water system was turned off when I was in the toilet. So I had been running cold water in the toilet for 5 minutes for nothing.

stormed out of the house Once to turn on the gas, went back toilet, still no hot water.
went out 2nd time turned the mains to a higher switch and went back to toilet, finally got hot water,

but the hot water only lasted 2 minutes. As a result, I had to rinse off all the soap and shampoo in cold water. yes. cold water in winter.

how nice.

drama at its best led to a cocktail of trouble and the amazing package deal of flu, coughs and a terrible sore throat. also came with a complementary Fever.

Thank you very much.

since tuesday, I've been gulping down cups after cups of acidic lemon juice, couging my lungs out, drinking truckloads of water and flooding the toilets.

but still no avail. the stupid coughing's still there, the throat's still sore and the nose is still running.

it's the department's busiest time of the year, my managers, supervisors and workmates are staying back to work every single day while all I could do is nothing but wait in vain for my stupid flu to recover. shit. this is gonna reflect very "well" on my performance review.

I HATE FALLING SICK.

just why must all this shit happen to me at this crucial time of the year?

2009-08-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

communicating effectively is a valuable skill that I really need to master.

my brother calls me a social cockroach

and I totally agree!!! lol! cos I can't social with new, unfamiliar people for shit.

2009-07-17T22:59:00.001+08:00

tough times ahead...

but i must persevere.

2009-06-24T20:19:00.001+08:00

since negative thoughts won't help much, I shall think positive!

I love stress! I love my job! I love stress!

cos "stressed" is "desserts" spelt tom ba leh!

san tiao mian xian.

ok bye bye!

2009-06-15T20:22:00.003+08:00

22 no more
turned 23 at 12.00 am yesterday

how time flies.

23 years on earth.. I must have eaten mountains worth of food, drank fluids that could fill several Olympic pools and visited the toilets a zillion times.

I hate growing old, cos I can no longer display 38 childish behaviours and get away with it
as i grow older, people tend to love popping stupid questions like "when are you getting a boy friend?", "when are you getting married" and what not.

The 19 y/o little rascal from JB just "suan" me on sunday, telling me how I should get married quickly, cos his brother-in-law got engaged at the age of 23 years old.
hello. your brother-in-law is your brother-in-law
me is me.

don't compare elephants with dinosaurs. cos they are obviously different!!!!!! LOL!

Nonetheless, this year's birthday was spent in a peaceful, meaningful manner.

My Cousin who watched me grow from a size of a thermos bottle to the height of a cupboard came to visit us in Adelaide!! It's been 3 years since I last saw her and she's now staying at our place.

So my weekends were spent brining her around the shopping places in Adelaide. She got really fascinated when I brought her to Rundle Mall. the shopping trip at Elizabeth yesterday wasn't as exciting as the rundle mall one for her though.

so. back to the birthday, I got greeted by sms'es as early as 12 am Aust time, 3am, 8am and bla bla bla. and then in the afternoon whilst shopping at BigW, a phone call came. It was Ah Lim who made a long distance call specially from SG. plus surprise greetings from the Ang and the Yeo.

and of course, the imaginary mango cake that I could ony hear about and cannot eat!!!!
never mind, there are plenty of bengawan solo shops selling mango cakes. so that can wait.

sorry la. couldn't online yesterday cos i wasn;t at home!!!

and then in the evening, the little rascals from JB called. lol! the 19 y/o rascal told me he tried calling my number and ended up speaking to a lady in India. HAHAHAHAHAHHA!

and the funniest thing is, he thought I was impersonating an indian woman to trick him.

hello! I got bo liao until lidat meh>

so the talk lasted for approximately 20 minutes until i got told off, cos someone else wanted to use the phone.

and betsy gave me MobTV credits! woo hoo! Singapore shows, here I come!!!!

I want to watch Shuang Zi Xing, cos got fann wong,li nanxing and zoe tay!
how nice.

thanks everyone for the wishes throught facebook comments, tagboard tags, sms, long distance calls and in person.

I really do appreciate those nice little gestures of yours!!! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-06-14T20:18:00.000+08:00

22 no more, cos I'm 23.

gone are the days where I can tell others that I'm 18.

boo hoo!!

2009-06-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

the new farm town application on facebook is starting to eat my time away!!!
gah!!!!

facebook is the ultimate time wasting machine!!!

2009-05-29T21:01:00.003+08:00

oh no

I. am. such. a. pig

Ko Song Dumpling dipped in brown sugar for breakfast

not one, but 2 Oporto Veggie burgers for lunch

char kuay tiao and laksa for dinner

kanasai. my plans to get rid of that double chin just flew out the window, AGAIN!!!!!

nvm. there's always tomorrow. hahahahhah!!!!

I just renewed my Learner's license again today. that's the second time I'm renewing it. so I've been having my L's for 2 years and nine months.

how amazing.

I think I will go bananas if my 16 year old gets her provisional license before I do!!!!

and tomorrow's Saturday!!!!

how quick. why can;t time just go slower???

Forever young, I want to be forever young!!!!!!!!

2009-05-09T19:43:00.003+08:00

i'm in a delimma
not sure if i should stay or quit C A C.

If I leave, there goes my contingency plan if i do not pass the 9 months probation

But if i were to stay at C A C, my social life, rest and relac time will just fly out the window.

haiz. what should I do??????????????????????????????????????????????

wa biang. why can't they just let me pass in the first three months??? Kanasai.

2009-04-28T19:45:00.003+08:00

got my performance review today.

lots of development required. :(

I've been told that I have got poor time management skills,
lack of communication with my managers
too dependent on my supervisor and
too reliant on past year working papers.

can't believe their observations were so bloody accurate

must really start to make a change and hope the 6 month review won't be so jialat.
or else i will never get to pass during the 9th month!!!

2009-04-25T07:53:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!! :)

2009-04-23T20:22:00.006+08:00

long time no see. you thought I mati?

CHOY CHOY CHOY!!!

been busy with work as usual, but managed to met up with miss wang, (the first singaporean I met in adelaide and still close friends till now) for dinner at zen teahouse last night.

great atmosphere (even though I smelt like char kuay tiao after leaving the shop)

wonderful, authentic singaporean. Must stress this again. SINGAPOREAN vegetarian food YAY!!! YAY!!!

BUT WHY NO KANG KONG IN MY ROJAK ONE!

and the servings were ridiculously small, even for small eaters like Miss Wang.

Too bad so sad, this is australia, not singapore.
So don't complain la.

got veg satay, rojak and claypot noodles good enough already

nvm. one day, one day when I go back to Singapore, I shall EAT till my heart's content!!!

On a happy note, I GOT ANG BAO FROM SINGAPORE AND AUS!!!!! (Sorry for typing in caps, I know this is bloody rude BUT I AM SO HAPPY!!!)

So there's the GST package from SG, which will be spent on food, food erm.. FOOD and adidas shoes when I get back (must bring me go queensway buy hor!), travelling like a bloody tourist to Sentosa, The Singapore flyer and the CASINO is it's open (hope they don;t charge me lah. I am so patriotic that I speak singlish and type singlish la can) and erm.. shop at Vivo city? I have never been there before lor.

and then The Aus government's been generous in handing out $$ recently to stimulate the economy. $900 flew into my bank account yesterday (YAY!! !HAHAHA!) cos I paid tax during the last financial year. HAHAHAHAHHAHA !!!! So that means I can have excuses to NOT have boring bread for lunch, and makan outside instead. YAY!!!

and the weekends are coming which means I can wake up later than usual! YAY!!!

And I do not have to study or rush for assignments cos I have finished school! YAY YAY YAY!!!!

hahaha!!! I'm a happy chappy hahahohehe!!!

siao!

ok bye bye!

2009-04-12T08:27:00.002+08:00

this primary school song appeared at the top of my head this morning.
I can still remember everything in the song till this day, even without looking!!! hahah!
i went on google to search for my primary school website and DING DONG!!!

found both the lyrics and the mp3 for it.

woo hoo!

primary school song

2009-04-12T08:23:00.000+08:00

2009-04-08T20:26:00.004+08:00

long weekends are coming!!! YAY!!! I CAN'T WAIT !!! *jumps around throwing confetti in the air!!!*

I am so excited!!!

YAY!!!!!

siao~

fri miss lim and miss yew are gonna cook me lunch. YAY !!!
Sat I'll be at work. money money money!!! YAY !!!
Sunday I will be catching up with the gals again. YAY !!!
Monday I will be cleaning my room. YAY !!!

yay your head

mama's been harping on and on about how untidy my room is
and I admit, it is really in a terrible plus horrible condition now. lol! I shall take pictures for evidence. hahah!

on a disgusting note, I think i saw some weird insects/ works stuck on an old towel that has been sitting in the cupboard for 2 years.

THE HORROR!!!! too disgusting liao. so i never take picture.

ok back to holiday plans.

I. want. to. lose. weight.

I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!

I

Want

to

lose

weight!!

but i can't stop eating

ok this is totally random and chapalang

ok bye bye

2009-04-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

I hate it when I get wide awake at the times when I don’t have to, and super sleepy when I am supposed to concentrate and work.

Had this nice cup of iced mocha with Oreo from Gloria Jeans at 5.30 yesterday. Somehow the caffeine effects started kicking in hours after I had it. Could not sleep a wink till 2AM last night, and that was only after I picked up a boring book to read, hoping it will make me go fast asleep once my eyes get tired from the squinting.

Lesson learnt: Never have coffee past 3 PM unless I wanna affect my performance at work drastically. Lol!

And somehow the April Fool’s day tricks I played on my friends never worked. I tried tricking RC by sending her this SMS: {Hey I know this is going to make you super disappointed, but I just had a chicken sandwich this afternoon and it was super nice. Sorry…”

Was hoping for a reply from her saying “Oh no. are you serious? How could you do that? Your mother will be so disappointed!”

I waited so long hoping for that expected reply so that I can laugh out loud inside but BUT BUT BUT BUT

she ignored me.

So I sensed that she must have known my stupid trick.

Bo bian.

Plan failed.

Sent another SMS saying:” Bluff you one lah. HAPPY APRIL FOOL’S DAY!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!”

Turns out I was right that she knew my stupid plans. Cos she replied me saying "I know you bluff me, that’s why I purposely ignore you."

Chey. not fun one.
so there goes another day that provides me the opportunity to play silly jokes on someone without making the person angry.
Guess I have to wait till 1 April 2010 to successfully fool someone liao.

2009-03-28T17:53:00.002+08:00

had the first lasagna in my life today cos I did not da pao lunch to work and didn't know what to eat so I tried the spinach and cheese one from the food court at work

Not nice!!!!

super cheesy. lucky I didn't request for pameson cheese or it will make it even worse!

made me so bloated I nearly requested for a vomit bag.

Char kuay tiao is still the best!!!!!

2009-03-20T21:24:00.001+08:00

After downing a hundred liters of water (not hundreds but still alot lah)
6 lemons
50 over yin qiao pills
hours of sleep
packets of tissues thrown away
over the past few days

MY FLU IS GONE!!!!

YAY!!!

HAHAHAHAH

2009-03-19T19:05:00.005+08:00

Took sick leave from work (the new position) for the first time yesterday.

dunno why but somehow the sore throat and flu viruses just love to infect me.

the large packs of red rock deli chips, easter bunny chocolates and deep fried stuff are to blame!!!

erm. actually it should be my lack of self discipline lah.

ok. gotta down lots and lots and lots and lots of water and flood the toilets again.

speedy recovery please!!!!!

I think I will probably die from boredom if the internet does not exist.

2009-03-15T20:09:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I just spent 40 minutes. YES. 40 minutes ironing a shirt.

Stupid shirt went into kiam cai condition the moment I washed it the first time after buying it. Once you thought you've finished ironing the whole thing, stupid creases start appearing from no where!!! And if you iron too long, the shirt gets chao tah and turns yellowish. (will turn brown soon if you don't stop immediately!!!)

KANASAI.

so if you are feeling bored and wanna find some stupid activity to make youself angry, get yourself a shirt from Valleygirl at $24.95, wash it in water, watch in turn into crushed paper the moment you soak it in water and spend a hundred years trying to iron it.

Shit. Worst purchase EVER.

Waste my money.

It annoys me more when the cheaper clothes I get from elsewhere are made from fabrics of better quality.

lucky this piece of crumply shit was purchased using a gift card from my birthday last year so the damage wasn't so bad.

Thanks to this bloody shirt, Ironing has become one of my least favourite activities. ever.

ok. enough of complaining. tiem to sleep. ok bye bye!!!

2009-03-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

went for the company's annual quiz night
could barely answer any of the questions lor.
General knowledge, current affairs, sports, geography, television, bla bla bla. I even got 90% of the music questions wrong!

our quiz table ended up losing in the end hahaha!

conclusion: I am dumb

2009-03-09T20:54:00.002+08:00

i'm a happy chappy hahahohehe!

but my fang pi very smelly! hahahohehe!

siao!

ok bye bye!

2009-03-08T16:54:00.003+08:00

Food for thought...

got this quote from a blog which I found really meaningful.

“very often, people wish they could stop and relax when they are busy, and when they suddenly have free time on their hands, they complain that they are bored, have nothing to do and hope to be working. People are in a dilemma.

This time round, I’m going to enjoy the moment and enjoy being free. When I’m busy, I’ll be driven and hardworking rather than complain and wish I was doing something else.”

what a huge slap on the face after reading this.

cos I am always the one in the first paragraph!!!

maybe if I could complain less, slack less, and learn to be like the description in the second paragraph, my life would be more meaningful and I could accomplish so much more!

2009-02-27T21:12:00.003+08:00

可以遲起身的機會不多。

and last week I had been working 7 days, full on, without a break at all.
the weekends are here, finally!!!
and I've got Saturday off this time, which is a bonus to wake up late. wahahah!

Speaking about dreams, I had a very very weird dream last night

I dreamt about all my cousins and I having a rare gathering together, and there were a few uni classmates of mine who turned up as well. One of them (hw) transformed into a hamster overnight cos of a witch. and the funny thing is, I SAW THE PERSON TURN INTO A HAMSTER!!! and then transfrom back into human again.

The classmate of mine kept pleading with me not to tell anyone but I still found it really funny that scenes in harry potter actually happened in real life (in the dream actually) and kept wanting to let the secret out.

bla bla bla, yadda yadda.

I woke up.

But the dream is damn lame la can hahah!

I must have been too tired recently. sleeping at 11 pm or 12 am and waking up at 7am the next morning. Had this iced Mocha smoothie from Bean Bar yesterday which I totally regretted. It was SO STRONG, so brown, so caffeine induced that my heart just went Pom pom pom pom pom very fast lor.

Conclusion: I am destined to stick to Chai Latte or milder frappes from Mc Cafe if I wanna live longer. HAHAHAHA!

I wish mob tv was free/ youtube could have the singapore drama episodes uploaded more frequently cos I SERIOUSLY NEED MY DOSE OF SINGAPORE DRAMAS!!!! the problem is youku.com and tudou.com are always taking ages to load. they must be super popular lor.

I'm not greedy, but those with fann wong and rui en will suffice. hahaha!!!

ok. I am off to watch the show that inspires future engineers,

未来不是梦

bye!

2009-02-19T16:30:00.004+08:00

I am super bo liao and decided to steal this from facebook.
read if you have nothing better to do and Complete your version if you are as bo liao as I am hahahha!

1. Were you named after anyone?

Yes. I was named after myself.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Last sunday when i woke up feeling feverish and had a throbbing pain at the back of my head at the same time.

Hey. There's nothing wrong with feeling sorry for yourself right????

3. Do you like your handwriting?

Of course la. my handwriting so nice HAHAHAH

4. What is your favorite lunch meat?

Vegetarian chunky fish.

5. Do you have kids?

siao ah. of course no la.

6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?

Why not??? Hahahahah!

7. Do you use sarcasm?

Of course not! I am not sarcastic at all! *ahem ahem*

I use sacarsm ever so often that it tends to piss people off at times.

8. Do you still have your tonsils?

Sorry to sound like an ignorant idiot.. But what are tonsils??????

9. Would you bungee jump?

thank you very much, NOT.

I am a coward who has a huge fear of death and heights. hahah!

10. What is your favorite cereal?

Nutrigrain?? Post waffle crisp cereal and captain crunch (not available in aus unfortunately)!!!

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?

Untie for what? Next day also must tie back. So troublesome!!!

13. What is your favorite ice cream?

Anything that doesn't taste watery and cheapskatey. (if there's such a word)

14. What is the first thing you notice about people?

Whether they have bak sai on their faces or kang kong stuck between their teeth!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!

15. Red or pink?

Red! Cos pink is for gu niang niangs.

16. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?

My health condition. I wish i could be as healthy and fit as my friends.

17. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?

I am a greedy person. Can i choose all colours of the pallet???

18. Do you want everyone to complete this list?

Yes yes yes yes yes!

19. What color pants and shoes are you wearing?

Ok. I am wearing a pair of black pants that has sort of faded abit liao after 5 years of wear and tear. Can;t describe the exact colour. So erm.. Let's call it off black then.

And i am wearing a pair of blue ah-pek slippers at home!

21. What are you listening to right now?

The sound of my typing. Lol!

23. Favorite smells?

Food!!!!

ok bye!

2009-02-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

今天是2月18日

你回柔佛州也過了整整一個月的時間了

說實在的。你不在，整個屋子變得好安靜。好奇怪。

可能是太習慣你的笑聲+搞笑的動作，和一個frequency 很像，可以聊很多東西的人。所以一時間突然覺得很sian

你弟弟回了之後更jialat。

應為真得真得沒有人可以跟我將廢話了！！！

不知道對你的想念是應為不習慣而殘生的錯覺，還是在相處久的當中不經意的喜歡你了。

坦白說，發花痴的感覺一點也不好受！！！

不過我很慶幸的，能在2 約7日跟你通話。從你口中聽到 “我是不會走姐弟戀的”！

那番話終于點醒了我。叫我不要再胡思亂想了！！！

可是每當看到那些照片和影片。又會勾起許多回憶

“忘不了。忘不了。。“

That stupid song starts to re-loop again!!!!

一個月的時間已過去了。I should really move on and stop drowining my thoughts on something that will never happen.

cos I know i am not your type or "cai" as you always said...
and we are definitely impossible.

2009-02-16T17:13:00.007+08:00

The pressures of working 6 days a week, sleeping less than eight hours a day, coupled with some 2am sleep times in between and being oh-so-emotional after looking at those silly photos and videos have definitely taken a toll on my health.

I had a fever yesterday, after 3 years of not having one.

Had this huge, throbbing pain in the head and stomach discomfort that I just had no appetite to eat. (hello! The glutton has no mood for food. how normal is that>?>???????!!!)

But i guess the fever was like a blessing in disguise, as my parents, bro, RC, my cousins and Amy were nothing but nice to me, changing wet towels to put over my forehead, giving me Chinese herbal medicines (Cos I am allergic to panadol, of all drugs, PANADOL HAHAHAHA!) and somehow I managed to sleep where ever I was. The moment I rested my head on a pillow and had my eyes closed, I went fast asleep immediately, with no dreams, whatsoever.

the fever was terrible, but the way in which I could so easily get myself to fall asleep that quickly was just amazing.

But don't worry lah. The fever's gone last evening. I am all well again. but appetite's still not as good as normal. Give me a few days to recover and I will eat like a pig again!! HAHAHAH!!!

Ok. i know I have been drawing up silly resolutions all the time but this time I must really do it!!!

1) Sleep early
2) rise up on time the next day
3) Get over it and move on!!!!

2009-02-13T20:52:00.006+08:00

Today's Friday the 13th.
Is it supposed to be an unlucky day in Western terms?

I am lucky to not be unlucky for the past 23.27 hours of friday the 13th.

I should be so lucky lucky lucky !!!!!

duh~

I can't let go of the past
When every breath just pulls me back

明明知道了事實，也很明顯的從他口中聽見了答案與真相
爲什麽還是不能放下？

執著對身體不好

我一定要學者去遺忘。

2009-02-07T17:46:00.001+08:00

random thoughts: Evan almighty is a very good movie!